For the effort that they put in,
for the passion that they displayed,
and for the HELL they've had to endure,

the VJ Knights truly deserved the win. 

They are soooo AMAZING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
And I am so proud to have been a part of them.=) 

Despite the numerous setbacks(trust me, there were a SHIT lot) thrown our way, these guys stuck it through till the end and I must say, it all paid off. Its INSANE! Seeing how we just started near the end of last year, and now, champions of CheerFEST?! HAHA! I am so very very very very happy for AND PROUD of them!=D

And I wish I wish I wish I could have stayed with them till the end!='( It was never an easy decision to pull out. You have no clue how bad I miss training and performing with those guys. DAMN IT.=(=(=( I never thought I'd be this sad to leave the squad, but now i realise how muh I loved the team. Sigh... At lest I can take comfort in the fact that I was once a VJ Knight.=) 

Thank you guys for giving me such wonderful memories.=)

Special thanks goes out to Jaslyn and Huiting for those really sweet cards. I am honestly very very touched.=) 
Not forgetting my fellow cheerleading TSD-ians Serena and Ethel, thanks for supporting me all the way, even in my decision to pull out. I am really proud of the 2 of you.=)

Ahhhh......
I Love the VJ Knights.

 
These people rock.=)

I just watched a movie!

how wonderful. -.-

all the people who know the kind of shit i am in for school should really just stab me right now. TSK TSK. sadly, wanting doesnt know about my current situation, and i gave in to the temptation to run away from work. which i havent even started. LOL. ahhh. screwed. hahahaha...

ANYWAY. the movie was What happened in vegas. how i hate rom-coms. especially good ones. they show me everything beautiful in the world that i do not have. being an idealist really doesnt help either.

oh well. i should really stop thinking abt all this nonsense and GET STARTED ON MY WORK. die.

I hate this.
I hate this.
I hate this.

Once again you're completely clueless as to how you're affecting me. And its perfectly fine really. I'm probably just being petty or childish or stupid. But I'm sorry, I really can't help it. As much as I would like to be, I'm not superhuman. There are just certain things I can't look past, certain feelings I can't control. So for now, all I really want is to just get out of your life, and try my very best to leave you out of mine. You're not losing much. Really. We both know that.

I'm running away.

After seeing my name on edwin's link list, ( like HUH. wad on earth is this blog doing there) I had a sudden urge to blog. Probably just to save some face. hahaha.=D

My post are actually getting more and more frequent! The last one was less than a month ago! Amazing.

For once in my life, school is insane. And Im doing a pretty good job at screwing up everything. Sigh. Ah, well I guess i knew what i was getting myself into already, and i decieved myself into thinking i would be just fine. Hmmm... I HOPE there is still time for me to turn things around. Though i may say this, I'll probably end up not putting in the required effort. Screw me. hahaaha.=)

Oh well. I just watched RJC's chorale concert at the esplanade just now. Not too bad i suppose. Some of the songs performed were quite enjoyable. And I squandered the meager remains of my allowance on J&Co donuts! They were nice though.=D So i guess it was kinda worth it? Hmmmm... hahaha.

Maybe i should blog more. It's rather cathartic. If thats the right word. LOL.

Come on Taariq. Forget all this other nonsense and focus on school please?

'cause if I got you,
I don't need money,
I don't need cars,
Girl, you're my heart.
And...

Oh!
I'm into you,
And girl,
No one else would do,
'cause with every kiss and every hug,
You make me fall in love,
And now I know I can't be the only one,
I bet theres heart's all over the world tonight,
With the love of their life who feel...
What I feel when I'm

With you
With you
With you
With you
With you
Oh...
With you
With you
With you
With you
With you

hahaha.. compare the date of this post to the previous one. TSK TSK. i'd say i've already abandoned this blog. After all the trouble it put me through! hahahaha.. but it was rather amusing i must say. This is like the first time i visited this page in months. so i ended up reading my old posts. ahh.. the sweet memories.=) how interesting. hahaha... made me miss this blog to a certain extent. but then again, public blogging isnt exactly for me. lol. so this is as far as it goes i suppose.=)

how interesting remembering the past can be.=)

hello people of the world. as you may have realised, the blogging laze has already set in. hahahaha =D the past week for me has just been alot of sight-seeing and alot of shopping too. and im too lazy to post more pictures. =D the only thing thats making me blog now is boredom. such immense boredom it trumps my laziness to blog. tsk tsk... now you know the gravity of my situation... its christmas today here in canada and all the shops are closed! =( i was supposed to go shopping!!! the only place open was pacific mall. and it was jammed pack with ASIANS. all speaking CANTONESE! wearing ah-lian winter wear. omgz. -.-

apart from that, yesterday night was the first time i had a real christmas dinner! =D with turkey and all. all homemade. and it was BRILLIANT. so much food. and some presents too! =D and some christmas carols. -.- my aunt made us sing. but it was good fun. =) such family love.

but im quite ready to go home =) although canada is beautiful and alot of fun. i miss people back home too much. =) i cant wait to see all my friends again! just under a week and i'll be back in plain old singapore with a whole lot of exciting people. =D

i dropped my glove in the toilet bowl today. ewww.

omgz. I think I do more labour when on holiday compared to when im not. hahahaha. I just got hired by my mum to cut chicken meat. like HUH?! I've NEVER EVER done that before. all my sister's fault lah. if she wasnt sound asleep due to jet lag, she would have taken over my post in the kitchen! tsk tsk.. but oh well, I had nth much else to do anyway so I didnt really bother complaining. all the aunties and my mum were cooking while the rest of the family is either asleep or half-asleep. me inclusive. maybe its all due to the snow shoveling. tsk tsk..

shoveling snow after a snow storm while its still snowing is no easy task OKAYZ. firstly the snow was already almost up to my knees. which made it really really fun to run around actually. =D lots and lots of fluffy white snow! we did try our hand at snowball making. FUNNESS! =D omgz. the amount of snow out there just now was seriously intoxicating. i went abit insane actually. cannot help it lah. you wld understand if you were here .=D I was just running around wildly throwing snow at everyone. HAHAHAHA. soooooo fun.

but then after like 10 mins of play, it was back to slogging my ass off for like 1 hour -.- and the snow just kept falling and falling so our job was never done. tsk tsk.. the driveway has as thick a blanket of snow now. as if we didnt even touch it. HAIYO. means more shovelling after dinner! D=

okay lah. actually its rather fun. but im just soo tired right now. I want to sleep so bad. and I want you really bad too. and OMGZ once again! just realised you wont be there to pick me up with the rest. urgh. such an azz. your suprise better be worth it. =D cant wait to get back!

HERE ARE SOME OF THE FEW PHOTOS THAT I HAVE TAKEN SO FAR. ITS ONLY MY 2ND DAY HERE ANYWAY. MORE TO COME SOON!






























These were all taken in the neighbourhood which im staying in right now! so pretty. and so FREAKING COLD. but my super nice aunty bought me a winter jacket and paid for this really cute winter hat i picked out at walmart! =D it was a neccesity anyway. hahahaha. MORE PICTURES TO COME! I MISS ALL MY FRIENDS BACK HOME OR WHEREVER YOU MAY BE! =D

HA! picking up from where i left. since the previous post is a tad too long, i shall summarise the rest of the journey in a short one here!

okay. so after arriving at JFK airport. we had five hours before our niext flight to toronto. no more SIA here =(. smth stupid happened there. i wanted to go to the toilet after i cleared the security check and all our baggae was cleared, but i got lost and i ended up on the other side of the security check! without my passport or boarding pass! -.- and i had to walk outside the airport so many times when it was 2 degrees, wearing only 3 layers! D= so i my brother had to get one of the ladies to pass me my passport and let me go through the check once more. -.- but the customs check people are super funny i tell you. a bunch of african american people. they talk non-stop and are so bitchy towards each other! i was so amused.

so after that, walked arnd the airport abit, ate burger king. SAT FOR AT LEAST 4 HOURS JUST WAITING. URGH. and the dumb plane got delayed both before we were on it and after we boarded. and being so used to SIA planes, my brothers and i thought that a air bridge was always used for boarding. but not this one! OMGZ lah. we actually walked in the open in our minimal layers of clothes. and it was RAINING. i swear to god i thought i was going to die. and the plane, ohmylord. it was the smallest plane i had ever seen. only about 20+ seats in total. with one air stewardess. but she had an amazingly nice voice=D i slept the enitre flight, delay and all. it was abt 3,4 hours in total because of the delay. and this stupid baby! wah laoz. keep on wailing and wailing. woke me up so many times. she was right in front of me. -.-

and after we landed in toronto, like finally after a few years of travel, we we're greeted by lost baggage. urgh. so we trudged out after an hour of waiting in the airport, queueing and filling up forms, to greet our relatives! =) they drove us home and bought us Macs at the drive-thru. they are so accomadating and nice. =D makes the experience all the nicer. my aunt's house is so well furnished i tell you. i was seriously amazed. more info next time!

LOVE FROM CANADA. =D

i really wonder how people have the energy to blog so much! lol. im lyk super lazy to blog or wadeva. mayb i juz havent understood the joy of blogging yet. haha... 

thats actualli all i wanted to say, but since im already here typing i might as well say that the TSD A lvls are officially over! or rather, the practical aspect. thats lyk a huge load off my chest. i can continue being a normal student already! no more barking seniors and panic attacks. at least until next year. but im still glad its over all the same. now i can finally get back to lessons and CCA, and spend time with my beloved class. =) yay...

mid years are so scary! my oh my. the world is coming to an end soon. hopefully my few and rather pathetic study sessions with janet will be of some use. 

but that aside, ive been so lazy to blog as u can see. hahaha.

hahaha.

im realli at a loss of wad to post. oh my.

hahaha -.-

i shall juz give up here.

by the way save me frm myself is such a beautiful song. =)

sometimes fact is stranger than fiction. 

lol. some random line i heard from a CSI advertisment. soooo CSI-ish lah. but its quite interesting, if u think abt it.

i tink certain life skills are very important. for example, being true to yourself always. =) ive come to realise that its really helpful. and also, give your fullest so as to not regret after. =) x2  so cliche-ish! but so true. maybe these shall be my personal core values. hahaha

im so lazy to blog abt all the events that happened during the first week of our seemingly-not-there holidays. so many events in such a short time, but a hell lot of fun! =D

I LOVE MY SCHOOL I LOVE MY SCHOOL I LOVE MY SCHOOL I LOVE MY SCHOOL I LOVE MY SCHOOL I LOVE MY SCHOOL I LOVE MY SCHOOL I LOVE MY SCHOOL I LOVE MY SCHOOL I LOVE MY SCHOOL I LOVE MY SCHOOL I LOVE MY SCHOOL I LOVE MY SCHOOL I LOVE MY SCHOOL I LOVE MY SCHOOL I LOVE MY SCHOOL I LOVE MY SCHOOL I LOVE MY SCHOOL I LOVE MY SCHOOL I LOVE MY SCHOOL I LOVE MY SCHOOL I LOVE MY SCHOOL

but i do hate 2nd intake. yuck. to hell with this stupid system! thank god its being changed. =)

nonetheless, I LOVE VJC! nvr in my life hav i felt so proud to be part of something. and never in my life hav a strained my voice so much! haha. but its all for a good cause. =) it was close to a perfect day today.

and i love my shrek ears as well! we are one now. thank you janet!